T-kun Unusual Wordsmith III

F is for the Feeling I got as are eyes met, I still shake til this day

I is for the Instructions I received to keep you, I’ll never let you go

N is for the Notes of our song we play when we miss each other, I still remember it

D is for the Discovering in something I didn’t think could happen, we beat the odds

S is for the Spring you put on my step, damn you got it going on

E is for the Ecstasy you bring to me, and I always smiling in the end

X is for the X-rated life we bring to each other, only if we don’t get caught

L is for the Level-head you got, you always know how to keep me in line

O is for the Other half you are to me, you kept me sane for so long

V is for the Violence you brought with you as we met, but I don’t regret it

E is for the Every moment we share, I will never let it slip my mind

H is for the Hell you put me through since birth, you were such a bitch

A is for the Asshole you brought in my life, why did I every agreed to it

T is for the Turmoil of the blood and tears, got I dislike you so much

E is for the Exit I never got, man do I need it now

Where is the one who be there, when my world was crashing down on me

Where is the one who fight for my safety, I still bleed from then

Where are you, the hero of my life

Where is the one I give my heart away, you’re a liar

Your not the one I thought was great, now you only leave a bad taste in my mouth

Your not who my miss beat my heart, as are eyes met

Your not the one who made my skin shiver, aw what a day that was

Where are you my true love, I don’t want a liar that live once already

Where are you, please make my pain go away

The roads they say are hard and unbearable, feet bleed before the third step

Off I go to the great unknown, I have find answers

The questions I have won’t be answer here, the land before my own must have them

I must know the truth of the lies I lived, but do I really believed them

Who knows, that hell hole was just as bad

Off I go to find my true path, one that is not lead by evil

I hope to see land not cover in blood, endless souls that can’t a home

No, I can’t live that life no more

I give one life for a new one, I want my fears to go away

I will not live this way no more, not as a slave to you

All I can say is good-bye, good-bye forever and no I’m not coming back

Off I go, my world will start to black on me as I walk away from you

What is the reason I cry, you bleed, and we both are in pain

What are the reasons we are for what we are, is it faith we put through each day

Reasons never really have an answer, only turn out to be a lie

I brake, you kill, we all must face the brutal future

Why are the reasons not even real, why are they made up for the prefect world

Reasons are like rules, that must be fallowed even when we don’t want to

We are the small reasons to make the bigger reasons, why is that

Angels and demons keep the faits inline, what reason is that for

Why do we have reasons, if we only end up getting hurt

Why must we fallow that slowly kills us within, why

Reasons, should have no reasons

I am someone that’s your best friend, then someone who would walk away from you

I am that person who’s shoulder you lie on, to bad I also made you feel that way

I am a closed person, yet also who jumps at the chance to do something

I can keep a secret from anyone, to bad I never stop talking truth

I can lie to keep you safe, I can betray to kill you

Two different sides of me run my life, I can never know which one will show

I never meant to hurt, and yet I might enjoy to see you cry

I never meant to see you cry, but I love to see fear in your eyes

Two make one, I can’t just chose one to live

If I split, who would I end up hurting more

To yearn for blood for my happiness, and yet I feel like vomiting too

Forgive me, for I am that am not what you thought

Forgive all the times, even if you do or not

Two half’s where born in this body, and they can do what ever they want

I am a angel to protect, I am a demon to kill

I am what I chose to be, I can just live with it

Its something that just won’t go away, a pain that just won’t fade

It grows the more I worry, I wish someone could take it away

Days turn to weeks that form to years, the pain just grows more and more

I thought for a moment tears and blood could help, I was wrong

A slap to the face, a knife in the gut just make it worse

Please I need someone need to take it away, just for moment for me to be normal

Normal, that word seems so weird

almost enjoying a dogs killing their owner for food, what a day that was

For a moment that man wanted to the pain to go away, it never left his body until his eyes just closed

That day, is the day pain walk into my life

I need it to go away, before I’m next

Your sweet one the outside, yet sour on the inside

I cry as you laugh at the world that comes to an end, and only gets worse

Your lips are bitter, but your words are so sweet in my mind

You make everything bittersweet, nothing good or bad

Your hand are soft at the touch, but your thrusts are breaking me from within

My tears are salty, your sweat is musky

You make are world more bitter then sweet, but still you hold an hand out to me

I’m a lover, you’re a fighter…what can there be done

I am the moon, your are the sun…let the people see what can not be hear

The world hangs in the line of hate and love…a bittersweet ending is what comes for it

We shall brace for that day, hand in hand

I’ll rather stay up late in the stars, as you sleep in the rain

I see things clear, as you have fog that blocks what right and wrong to you

We help each other for the best, even when both don’t want it

Bittersweet endings always get the best of us, no matter who it could be

There all done by the choices we make, the world will never be clean

Bittersweet, bittersweet, oh how is life a treat

Its cold outside, land cover with snow

The sun as set for the day and has let the moon rise for the night

The winter wonders should not bring you fright as you hear tiny sliver bells

A sound so faint, you think your dreaming or its really real

Winter’s wonders never die as the sun once rises again

You rush from bed and down the stairs you go, not knowing what ahead holds

There by the tree cover with bright lights found from head to toe of it

And there at the bottom that was once empty, now surrounded with gifts of all shapes and sizes

Smiles of glee show on your faces, your feet do the all moving for you as the tree seems to get taller and taller

The colorful paper taunts you to open them, and you just can’t resist

Winter’s wonders never really did answer one gift you were dying to have in your hands, who always does it when the family can’t always

That question will never be answer, even with that all that wishing it will never be answer

Spend the winter wonders with what you got and spend it with the one you love

Winter’s Wonders never let anyone down for that, on that day close to a new beginning

Merry Christmas, Happy New Year

Its dark, no light can penetrate its void

An echo could never live through it, only to reach back to his home once more

Your bones ache to move, but the space is tight and inconsequential to change for you

The blood in your body is running cold, you start to fade in and out

Voice to weak to call out, to be saved from this trap

A trap with no door for enter or exit, make no way of leaving

The monster will get what’s coming, hope to see the light again

Wet tears run down your face, did you ever wanted to be alive that day do be here

A trap that seems to get smaller and smaller at each breath you take, one breath was for help

Only thought was, will it come true to be free once more