T-kun Unusual Wordsmith III

Your so kind and gentle

Yet, you strike like a cobra

A smile that could metal a ice, cold heart

And still be have a cold heart yourself

Skin so soft and a body to fragile you could break

Yet, I never seen you lose a fight for your right once

Your mine deadly rose, and I love you for it

When I needed a hand in life; you were there

Til this day, death will never make me forget you

My deadly rose, I wish you there when I needed you then

I see you looking up in the sky, you full lips form a smirk

I hear you wait for me, I do

You never change and never broke my heart

The day I see you die alone, your in my arms not long after

My deadly rose, my life was boring before you fell in my life

She was my heart, she was my eyes, she was my soul

Only to find out I grow up in only lies that were to far deep to get out of

That day, tears covered my face of the true “Mother Dearest”

She holds the whip high and snaps it down on little brother

I promise when we got older, I be there for him

Little brother tries hard to call out help to who? Me?

My own shadow scared me from saving him

Are eyes meet and I know he needed me

Mother Dearest had to pay…with her life

I find the sharp metal knife and go away from eye-site

It won’t so fast it was a blur

I feel arms of my scared, shivering, crying brother

We are both covered in blood

My eyes land on the stiff, cold, rose-red cover body of the woman I look up to

Brother and I leave the hell-hole and to never to be see again

Goodbye Mother Dearest, goodbye world, and goodbye my hellish life

We are the sick, we are the weak

We are the hope, we are the voice

We choice who we want to be

To never hide, when we can soar

We are the Rich, we are the powerful

We can slave others or be the ones of those of high power

We go by many names and have many stories to tell in time

We are what you choice to be and live with it

We are what you can’t hide but watch to grow

We are what’s walks away from the past to the future

We are the future, deal with it…

Laying beaten, tired, bleeding, and weak

Betrayed by the people you would give your life for

And only in return, they leave on the ground you die on

They used you, with what matters the most to you

The weakness grows and grows and you start to see black

No one knows where you are

The sound of screams, bombs, and something that seems out of place

Why did they have to do it, you did nothing wrong

But that was another weakness: Trust

And the only thing you can think is will you ever do did it again

The blackness is the closest answer you will ever get…

You’ve have lied, cheated, stolen, and so much to me

You have once said you didn’t and will be there for me always

I cry inside when I see with someone else

I try to win you back and say it was my fault

You said you only did it because I have done it, too

I’m shock and sad at your words; “Takes one to know one”

You walk out of my life and never come back

I don’t know if to be more upset or get over it

For now I’ll let the tears of our moments and let it be

I hope to fine someone better for me and maybe be a better person, too…

I can be your best friend.

I can be your lover.

I can be the person you never knew.

What I can’t be the is the one you have backstab, pushed around, laugh at bitch.

It was always what you wanted and it made me sick.

Its what made me tick at you.

I gave everything to you and spit in my eye as payment.

I let you kill off all the people who really care for me and you could live with it.

All you wanted was something I could never give you and I’ll never break for you.

I’m no ones fool, so go one being cool.

I know what you are and I won’t let you take me with you.

Cause I know I couldn’t be what you wanted.

It’s dark, has no life that walks on it’s ground.

You can hear the things that live in the dark.

The trees are old, moldy, burn, and falling apart.

The land only has a one way road in and out.

The houses show no life within.

The people never show after dark, the light is told to be there hero of the night.

So many children have lost of sleep of the creatures that lurch the land.

It once had a proud name to the little road, now only known as nightmare lane.

Children growing up with only fear as a know person to them.

The adults don’t know what to do, but let them grow up that way.

Many couldn’t take and let their blood spill on the cold ground.

Some don’t make to age 17 and their lucky to pass that.

Family show no feelings to what happens to them.

Once you lose one, the feeling goes away in time.

Nightmare lane could be street you walk on, I know I found my nightmare lane.

It shows no promise that I will make, my siblings before me sure didn’t…

I can’t be what you want.

I can’t be the perfect child.

I can’t be the wonderful lover of your life.

Is there a chance I can be anything you can stand to be proud of.

No! Then why do I deal with you.

The answer is because there is no one else who will.

I can’t get away from if I try.

I can’t shed a tear of defeat to you.

Make fun of what you did to me.

I’ll grow out of it, but you’ll still be the clown to your dying day.

You say I can’t do anything to be what you want.

We’ll see about that, just turn around when I come get you…..

Have to much to say and do.

And I only do it to get away from you.

You have used me to many times.

Your voice makes my ears bleed.

And all I want is to be free from you.

I want to let you go.

I would kill you just to be happy.

You take so much of the little I give to you, love.

I sometimes wonder why I met you.

We can’t always pick our parents.

But this once I wish I could.

To you it’s go big or go home.

Well all I can say is fuck off…..

The two worlds that work together to the end.

Balancing out what must be done.

Who dies and who lives.

Tears and smiles on the faces as day turns to night.

Sun and moon hold no fights as time passes.

Young and old walk the world forever.

Death and living are what crash the two worlds to one.

Yin and Yang, the holders of the balance.

Can it ever break, a question that should never be ask.

From time to time it might, but it will fade.

Yet, for how long.

The balance never can stand a chance alone if it’s knows it’s alone.

Yin and Yang, can it ever break.

The answer is yes nor no, but lets not chance it….

You ever see him, in his cloak.

He shows no face as he cuts you down.

Speaks no words has you beg not to die.

He works for the devil, yet he doesn’t at the same time.

Once told he hold a soul, he gave it away to live for ever.

He didn’t know the pries of doing so.

The devil gave him only one choice and become death.

To do so, he had to up everything that meant dear to him.

He beg for another way, but he had to choose him or his love ones.

It felt like any other day, his wife what that night. He says nothing.

He sees his children, happy to see him back home. Yet, for how long.

Acting like it was a normal day and they go for a family drive.

He’s tense at the wheel, he looks into the mirror and see the last person he wants.

The devil wears a grin, and nods for him to what he wanted.

As they drive closer to the edge, his wife asks what he’s doing.

No Answer. They fall over the cliff.

Dark slowly goes to light, he opens his eyes.

His family is gone, and he is now known as death.

Death has no feeling to what happen that day, only to know he must do it again and again….

The choices you make are the ones we live with.

Once done, there is no turning back.

They are branded into are minds and hearts.

Some lead to peace and love as some lead to war and blood.

As a family grows, they know they much go their own ways.

The truth will always hurt, when you know there is no turning back.

You give and take, but for what?

You only lose it in the end, when you finally see the light.

No turning back when it can’t be undone.

It will like to try and stop the sun from rising, when you know it will always will.

You’ll get old and die, miss the new things from coming.

There is no turning back to what can’t be undone.

Remember what happens now, your not the only one who deal with it…