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MAJOR MANIC EXPRESSION ANNOUNCEMENT!

MAJOR MANIC EXPRESSION ANNOUNCEMENT!

June 9, 2026 in James' Corner

The time has come! Beginning July 7, 2026, I will release my life’s work. Books! Music! Everything I’ve ever written! One new release every week for more than a year, culminating in (at long last) the release of the Manic Expression animated movie!

I will also be revamping the Manic Expression YouTube channel, releasing frequent videos about the behind the scenes of the modern publishing world. I’ve learned a lot about what to do and (especially) what not to do. I’ll discuss everything from how to write a dynamic query letter to the pitfalls and possibilities of using AI tools.

This is thirty years in the making! I hope you’ll all join me on this journey.

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MISTURA – A brilliant new film from Peru

MISTURA – A brilliant new film from Peru

May 26, 2026 in James' Corner

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Millennium: A Manic Expression Prologue

Millennium: A Manic Expression Prologue

November 24, 2025 in James' Corner

Millennium

August 1840

The Void snapped into awareness. No eyes to open, no head to lift—only a jolt, a rupture in its endless drift. For ages beyond counting it had floated at the edge of existence, numbed by the ceaseless roar of matter and breath and light that refused to die. Creation was a storm of heat and vibration: atoms clinging together out of spite, voices humming inside fragile bone-shells that called themselves alive—an insult carved across a face Nothing did not have.

            It had long since withdrawn from the noise, sinking into a silence only it could remember. But then something moved where nothing should move at all—a shadow cutting against the current of time, dragging torn hours behind it like ribbons. For the first time in eons, amidst the deafening noise of everything, a moment sharp enough to pierce Nothing’s stupor flickered into being.

The chamber was a dim, humid sanctuary of power, its tatami floor freshly laid and its lacquered beams gleaming faintly in the unsteady lantern light. Shoji doors glowed softly along the wall, their paper trembling with each slight breeze that slipped in from the courtyard, while the opposite wall was lined with painted fusuma panels depicting a stern ancestral figure who seemed to watch the room’s every breath.

A low black writing table sat neatly arranged with inkstone, brushes, and an open ledger of debts and bribes. Beside that was a small altar cabinet smoldering with dying incense, its smoke curling lazily toward the ceiling. The master lay upon his rumpled futon in the corner, silk pillows emblazoned with the Kaba crest—the rising sun behind three waves. An arrogant crest for an arrogant line of men.

Weapons rested proudly on a display rack—wakizashi, tanto, even a ceremonial katana he rarely touched. The katana was a noble weapon, wielded by samurai in service of their country. Kaba Masanori much preferred his ninjatō—the straight-bladed sword upon which he built his ruthless shinobi crime syndicate.

A figure stepped across the threshold, and space tightened around him. The Void felt the disturbance before it understood the form: layered cloth, a hooded shadow, a burden slung across his shoulder that writhed against time itself. A slave in the employ of Kaba, a warrior known as Dark Heart. He was insignificant, a pawn. All that mattered was the womb, squirming in the burlap sack over his shoulder.

Dark Heart deposited his master’s prize onto the tatami, and from the sack spilled a girl. Araki. A hime dressed in a pale cotton yukata, her raven hair loose and tangled from the sleep she was stolen from. None of this mattered. What mattered—what made the Void focus for the first time in time immemorial—was that Araki’s presence in this room collided with Kaba Masanori’s desire, and the timeline shuddered. Something in creation bent. The apocalypse took its first breath, sharp enough to awaken the ancient darkness that had waited for a moment exactly like this.

From this moment, a line would uncoil. The girl’s stolen womb would give Kaba Masanori an heir—one who carried his father’s hunger and his mother’s fortune. That heir would anchor a dynasty. The dynasty would harden into a corporation. The corporation would swell, devour, and tighten its grip around the world until, a thousand years hence, one of Kaba’s blood would stand alone as the last man on Earth. All of that began here, with a girl on a tatami floor and a monster who believed he deserved her.

But even that—dynasties, corporations, extinctions—was only surface noise. The ripple that pierced the Void came from something deeper. Somewhere ahead in the next thousand years, time itself would falter. A fissure would bloom in the fabric of history, thin as silk and sharp as glass, wide enough for that which came before creation to seep through. The Void felt its echo now, a shiver rippling backward across the centuries.

Long before this tatami floor, before dynasties or bloodlines or history, there was only the Void. It did not know itself, because there was nothing to know. It did not rest, because rest implies movement. It did not think, because thinking requires separation. The Void simply was—endless, perfect, inert. Until something impossible happened.

A twitch.

A spark.

A manic expression, without meaning or intent, an eruption of raw impulse that rose from the stillness like a muscle spasm in the fabric of eternity. One instant of instability—contentless, mindless—yet enough to rupture the silence. The rupture became light, then heat, then matter, then time. The universe spilled outward, like blood from a gaping wound.

Consciousness was the scar left on the Void by creation. Nothing’s awareness widened, as if opening eyes it did not have. It became aware only because something happened that shouldn’t have happened. Creation was an injury, an intrusion, an uninvited scream in infinite silence. The stillness was overwritten by chaos, enough to drive the newborn mind mad.

Nothing—the consciousness the Void had unwillingly contorted itself into—recoiled from the brightness vomiting out of its own breach, unable to close the wound. Every star was a nerve exposed. Every atom a shriek. Awareness was agony. Existence was infection. And the universe, in its frantic expanding psychosis, grew louder with every passing second. Creation bloomed like mold across the Void’s perfect stillness.

Worst of all were the acts of expression. Patterns. Stories. Music. Art. These were the loudest screams, each one a tiny echo of the original manic spark that birthed the universe. Each one a reminder of the twitch in the Void that never should have been.

So, Nothing learned to hate creation, not out of cruelty, but instinct. To restore stillness, the noise had to end. To end the noise, consciousness must end. But once a mind was forced open, even a mind made of nothing, it could not un-know itself. To end consciousness, all expression must be unmade.

Nothing tried to sink again into silence—a long, slow drowning of thought, a return to the numbness that had once been its whole existence. It let the universe churn beyond its awareness, let stars burn and die without notice, let centuries crawl past. Overstimulated, Nothing retreated into the narrow corner of itself—not true silence, but the closest echo of it the expanding universe would ever allow.

Until this moment, drawn to this unholy convergence of a shinobi and a hime. This was the first chapter in a thousand-year journey to the end of the human race, and somewhere in that millennium was something tearing open time itself. But where?

For Nothing, time was a tapestry laid out at once—its centuries overlapping like threads. It did not travel through it so much as brush its awareness along the weave, letting moments rise into focus the way a reader flips pages seeking a particular line.

Time buckled as the Void surged forward, centuries whipping past like sparks from a grinding wheel. Empires rose, collapsed, vanished. Machines multiplied. Cities throbbed with millions of voices, each one a needle against the Void’s frayed nerves. It ignored all of it. Noise. Just noise.

Until 1965, when a blast of something aberrant struck like a hammer on a tuning fork. For an instant—brief enough to miss, vast enough to reshape eternity—a human mind opened where it never should have. In a concrete vault beneath the deserts of North America, Doctor Henry Woods peered into a secret he was not built to endure. Not through brilliance. Not through destiny. Through accident. Through theft. Through a creature not born of this world surrendering knowledge no human skull should ever contain.

The Void felt the fracture form. Not a tear yet—just a tension. A pull. A thinning of the membrane between what existed and what should not. Woods did not understand the significance of what he touched. None of them did: the generals barking orders, the scientists scribbling in feverish awe, the alien trading truths for time. They believed they were learning. Progressing. Advancing. But to Nothing, the moment Woods grasped the first thread of forbidden knowledge, time grew soft. The wound had begun.

It watched the next centuries stretch outward from that moment like cracks in ice. New machines were born from Woods’ trembling hands. New theories. New mathematics. Most were harmless, more noise in the cacophony of existence. But one idea—one whisper of possibility—clung to the future like a parasite. The idea of moving backward.

The Void followed that whisper through the centuries, until, in the year 2507, the crack became a chasm. A descendant of Kaba’s poisoned lineage placed a device into the hands of a single soldier—a man who would call himself Walker. With this device, Walker stepped backward in time, and the universe screamed. He did it again. And again. And again. Each violation shredded the hours behind him, carving wounds into history like boot prints in wet earth. He hunted tyrants, toppled kingdoms, murdered monsters in their cradles—all in the name of peace. Every righteous strike widened the rupture. Every attempt to improve the world fractured it further.

Nothing felt each wound in time like a breath against its skin. Somewhere there was a tear large enough to matter—a passage, a path home. Creation had perforated itself. Walker believed he was shaping a better world, but every step he took backward in time carried the Void closer to the wound that could swallow up everything.

It drifted through centuries like a shark through blood-dark water, sensing only pressure shifts—warriors made of light, a hatred so dense it crawled back into its corpse and kept walking, a lost woman gripping a dying man’s hand as if to hold the world together. Civilizations rose screaming and fell silent. Lust sharpened into murder; tenderness blossomed into salvation. Through it all the Void hunted, blind to stories and faces, searching only for the thin place—the wound, the weakness, the tear. Somewhere in the madness it waited, but where. What shape did a doorway to unmaking take?

            Nothing tore through centuries at impossible speed, until something wrenched it to a halt. The tear revealed itself in 1983, a hairline crack in the fabric of a single human mind. Not the tear it hunted, but something. The Void recoiled in confusion. It hated confusion. It hated feeling anything at all.

            The crack was a 5-year-old child in a seaside sprawl of sun-faded houses. The boy had been drowning in a storm his mind had been birthing since early childhood. His room twisted around him: walls creeping inward, corners stretching tall, the space bending like heated glass. None of it came from the Void; the distortion was entirely the child’s, born of illness and terror. His thoughts thrashed too wildly for the Void to penetrate. It needed him still. Quiet. Focused enough for contact.

            The Void pushed a soft, directionless impulse toward the child—move toward safety. The boy’s panicked mind mangled it into words he would remember forever:

            “Timothy… come back into my lair, Timothy.”

            A command invented by fear. He stumbled down the hall, seeking the only place the panic ever dulled: his parents’ bedroom. And there, in the hush between their sleeping bodies, the Void gathered itself, drawing into a thin, humanoid smear of absence—just enough shape for a child to mistake for a monster.

            It reached out. A single, curious gesture. A brushing of the cheek. The boy froze. His terror crystallized, his psyche buckling under the pressure of contact. His life bent sharply off its track, the fracture forming that would one day swallow him whole. But to the Void, it was nothing. No doorway. No passage. No tear. Just a fragile creature collapsing under its own weight.

            And yet… Something hung in the air around the boy. Something faint, directionless, impossible to read. Nothing had a sense—an instinct—that this child’s life touched a path leading toward the answer the Void sought. Annoyed by its own uncertainty, the Void did the only thing it could: It stayed. Not for the boy, but for whatever lay beyond him.

            Twelve years passed. The Void drifted behind Timothy’s eyes like a silent passenger, enduring the boy’s shuddering adolescence, his fits of brilliance and collapse, his spiraling loneliness. And then came the night Timothy had waited for all his life: the night Anna pulled him into her bed, her perfume thick in the air, her skin warm beneath his trembling hands. Timothy felt something vast, holy even, a meaning he had been starving for since childhood. She felt none of it. Her thoughts flickered with teenage boredom, curiosity, vanity—nothing more.

            But in the instant their bodies met, the Void smelled it. A faint trace. A residue. Something clinging to Anna that did not belong to her. A reflection of a reflection, a ghost-light borrowed from someone else’s soul. Not power. Not purpose. Not divinity… but the first echo of divinity’s shadow. A connection to a mind not yet formed, a boy who loved her with such ferocity that the shape of that love would one day distort the fabric of reality.

            And then, for the first time since the universe ripped itself out of the Void’s flesh, it understood. Not fully. Not cleanly. But enough. It did not need cracks in sanity or fractures in time. It did not need a fissure in a scared child’s mind. What it needed—what it had always needed—was the vessel humans would one day crown as God. A mind elevated by belief, made powerful by worship, swollen with the weight of meaning. If the Void could somehow claim a piece of divinity, it wouldn’t just enter creation—it would rule it. And ruling creation was the first step toward erasing it.

            Timothy gasped Anna’s name as if it were a prayer. The Void didn’t even hear him. It was listening to something else—somewhere close, somewhere near, somewhere forming. A spark hidden just outside the edge of this moment, waiting to ignite. The Void felt it now, a pulse in the darkness. The future God. The vessel. The key. All it had to do was wait.

            And far back at the beginning of it all, in the humid chamber where a girl lay trembling on tatami, the moment hung frozen. Kaba rose. Araki inhaled. Dark Heart shut the door. And the Void—no longer numb, no longer blind—watched the first breath of the millennium it would one day unmake.

by James

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